Deliverance from Demonic Oppression
AN EXAMPLE OF RELEASE FROM DEMONIC OPPRESSION
Testimony for Roy Haggerty on line name PeterUK
Thursday 19th September 2002
I have had chronic fatigue syndrome for about ten years. During this time
there has been a gradual improvement in my health. Now at the age of 41 I
am at university studying for a degree in New Media Studies.
All was going well until about six weeks ago when I collapsed whilst out
shopping and was rushed to hospital in an ambulance with a suspected heart
attack. Fortunately it was not a heart attack and subsequent tests have shown
I do not have heart disease. Doctors do not know what caused the attack.
However, it has caused my Chronic Fatigue Syndrome to go into relapse. Since
then I have been stuck in my home unable to go out, mainly due to a mixture
of feeling unwell and also becoming very anxious about being out. My fear was
that going out and exercising my body might cause another attack and I might
collapse again.
Whilst in one of the Internet chat rooms trying to find a way or gleam some
information about being healed by God I received an invitation to attend a
service that was being held in another room and so I went along. I was impressed
with the quality and standard of what was being done. This secured my confidence
in the integrity and intent of what was being offered, a chance to change my
life by building a relationship with God.
During my second visit, the next day, I was advised by Ted to attend the evening
service as he felt that something positive was going to happen to me. I have to
point out that evening time in the USA is early morning in the UK and sleep to
some one with CFS is very important. However, I did stay up and attended a service
from 1am until about 3.30am UK time.
During the service I saw a friend on line and invited her into the room, she
Teaches religious education and I knew she would value the experience.
Part of the service involved our standing up and, looking up and in my case
I felt a compulsion to hold my hands up almost like I was holding something above
my head. As the service continued and I remained standing I felt some one or
something take hold of my wrists and the sensation of energy passing down my arms
and into my body followed. Tears fell down my face, they did not roll they fell.
I did not sob or cry but I released a lot of emotion. The tears fell onto my
keyboard and computer table. I sat down and thought how much bigger they were
than normal tears that just fall onto your face and you wipe them away.
At this point I received a message from my friend who said she did not know what
was happening but she could not stop crying. She could feel some one holding her
head and could not stop crying.
This was repeated several times during the service and each time I experienced the
shifting of emotional energy and the free flowing of tears but not the sensation
of someone touching me. My friend left half way through the service as it was too
late for her to be up. I got to bed at about 3.30am and woke up at 9.30am.
I needed to collect some medication from the local chemist, something I was not
looking forward to. I left the house and walked tentatively towards the shops.
I felt extremely unwell and did not relish the idea of being out and about but
what I did notice was the absence of the anxiety that I would normally associate
with my going out. Its absence was marked as its presence was debilitating and
here I was walking out and not feeling it at all.
Since then I have attended another service and the next day I awoke to feel light
headed as if a pressure had been removed. It lasted the whole morning and I went
out on the strength of it. Whilst out I needed to cross a busy road but was not
sure I was well enough to. That is because CFS causes poor brain function and I
did not want to misjudge the traffic and have an accident. I shied away from
crossing and started to walk back home. I then remembered what I had been told
by Ted, just say “I trust you Jesus”. I said this in my mind as fast as I could,
like a machine gun firing off. As I crossed the road to the other side. I was
able to go into a shop and buy a computer magazine.
I then went home and in the afternoon I slept, as I usually do, and woke feeling
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extremely unwell. I missed the next service but I am looking forward to this
evening when I can ask for and receive more healing. I like to think I am
experiencing short episodes of what will eventually be a major improvement in
my health or even a complete recovery.
Tonight, Friday 20th September, Ted told me he sensed a presence of demonic
symbolism in my home. I thought this strange, as I have nothing demonic in my
home. He also mentioned that pornographic movies or things of that nature were
here. At this point I was bemused and wondered if what I had experienced to date
was going to lose its tarnish and credibility.
Ted then went on to explain. In essence he said the love of God can only be
achieved in its purist and safest form through the love of Jesus Christ and no
other channel should be used. The penny dropped, “well I do have a few other
things in my home”.
During my eleven years of ill health I have tried almost anything and everything
to find a cure for my Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. I have tried acupuncture, regression,
healing, crystals, color therapy, shiatsu, homeopathy, meditation, yoga, Jin Shin Jyatsu,
Reiki, tarot card readings, homeopathy, Osteopaths, chiropractors, Chinese medicine, Indian
head massage, Reflexology, counseling, exercising myself back to health and diet change.
Along the way I had acquired some bits and pieces associated with some of these practices.
For example crystals, a Buddha, some one had bought me some tarot cards. These were the
demonic items Ted had sensed were in my home. His instructions were unequivocal “burn them”,
“remove them from your home”.
Initially I thought the reaction a little extreme. On Saturday I gathered anything
that appeared to be in contradiction of what I hoped was going to be my new faith,
Catholicism. As instructed I burnt the tarot cards and any literature making reference
to any other belief. I burnt them in a metal dish and poured water on the ashes,
which I then flushed down the drain and into the sewer. As I did this I told the
devil he had no place in my home and asked Jesus to fill the gap with his love.
I have since gone through my books and have removed any reference to the super
natural or other beliefs. There is no doubt the atmosphere in my home feels lighter
now.
I have since learnt from my neighbors that some years before I moved into my home
there had been a drug dealer living here. Although no one knew at the time what
was going on it is probable that other activities were indulged in too.
When I was in the Army I occupied the room of a man who had committed suicide
earlier that year. When his affair with the wife of another senior NCO was
discovered he locked himself in his garage and left the car engine running.
I woke one morning to see his ghost standing at the bottom of my bed. It did
not bother me and I have not really given it any thought since but I am sure
his unhappy spirit must have had some affect on me. I was also a friend to a
man who hung himself when the woman he loved jilted him. I can imagine being
around such unhappiness must have its affect on your spirit. I am looking
forward to having the healing hands of a priest laid upon me.
Sunday 22nd September
This evening I was instructed to purchase a crucifix to place in my lounge and
over my bed. As well as to acquire Holy oil, salt, water and a Rosary. This is
going to be a tall order as I am not well enough to go as far as the main Church
in Bournemouth.
Thursday 26th September
Today I went into town by taxi, I am still not well enough to go by bus. However
I went into the Sacred heart Church. It is a beautiful church with its own shop
in the basement. I purchased two crucifixes, a rosary, a rosary prayer book, Two
bottles for holding holy water, a framed Saint Michael the Archangel prayer,
some prayer leaflets and holy water. I could not stay long, as I did not feel
well enough to. However the strong fear of collapsing again whilst out has gone.
Each time I felt decidedly unwell I would say in my mind “I trust in you Jesus”
and repeat it whilst continuing with what I had to do.
I now have a crucifix
over my bed, in my lounge and the prayer hanging in my hallway. I have sprinkled
the holy water throughout my home and made a cross with holy water on every door
and window. As I did this I told the devil to leave and asked God and Jesus to
fill my home with their love and the Holy Spirit. I also poured holy water down
the man hole cover and into the sewers outside my home, down the lavatory and on
the ground at the entrance to my home too.
Saturday 28th September
Today I have had the overwhelming urge to clean my windows. I removed all of the
curtains and washed them hanging them outside to dry. I then cleaned all windows
inside and out, except for the front three that I cannot reach. I will need to
get a window cleaner to do them. My home now has a cleaner, brighter light coming
through the windows.
Sunday 29th September
Today I felt compelled to wash all floors, kitchen cupboard doors, surfaces and
vacuum clean all carpets. At the end of the day my home feels lighter and bigger.
Although I am shattered the last two days have been beneficial.
Monday 30th September
Today I attended a group meeting at The Annunciation, my local Roam Catholic Church.
Only five of us attended. It looks like I am the only one who is committed to seeing
the course through to the end. The others have turned up out of curiosity.
I have noticed that since I have been offering up prayers for friends during the
Divine mercy they have started to receive good news in their lives. One friend
who is extremely unwell and in a wheel chair has had a long standing friend of
hers declare his love for her and intends to move to where she lives to be near
her. She is a lovely person and always prays to God. She is so full of happiness
now. I am so pleased for her.
Another friend who is in great pain and cannot walk, as well as having fibromyalgea
has been offered the chance of an operation to help her to move her feet without
pain. Unfortunately it means removing the nerves in her feet and she will never
feel her feet again. I am praying to God an alternative approach can be found.
So that she can walk without losing the feeling in her feet.
A young couple I know were due to be made homeless at the beginning of October.
Since we have started praying for them their date for having to find a new home
has been moved to the beginning of November. They are now more hopeful that
they can find somewhere else to live given the extra time.
Thursday 3rd October
Tonight in the Divine Mercy I prayed in tongues. It was a strange experience.
I had never done such a thing before. I was invited to do so by StFrancis.
Firstly I closed my eyes and could see and feel the presence of a dull light
over my head. Then I opened my mouth and words came out. Not words I could
recognize as a known language. They did not seem to come from me but were
being fed through me. When I stopped I sat in silence for a few moments.
Some one else went on mic. I then felt a surge of emotion and cried. It was
a wonderful release of negative emotional energy.
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Saturday 12th October
Today the sun was out and the sky was blue, not a cloud in sight. I felt drawn
to going out and so that is exactly what I did. Just walking a little at a time
I made my way towards the bus stop got onto a bus and went into town, All the time
clutching my rosary. I bought two plants for my garden and some printing paper for
my computer.
Monday 14th October
This evening I attended my weekly lesson at the local Roman Catholic Church. No one
else turned up, the teacher was not feeling very well and so the lesson was cancelled.
I was already out and decided to chance making a trip into Bournemouth. Each street
corner was a milestone as I made my way to the bus stop. Each time I felt unwell I
just repeated “Jesus I trust you”, “Jesus I trust in you“, “Jesus I trust in you”.
I also clutched on to my rosary. I eventually managed to do my shopping. Whilst walking
about the supermarket I felt able to open myself up and let the love of Jesus carry me
through. This helped when I felt unwell and a bit apprehensive. I felt too unwell to
queue for a bus back and had to get a taxi.
Tuesday 15th October
Today I went out again I took my rosary but did not feel the need to hold onto it so
much. Whilst out I went into the Roman Catholic Church. There was a mass being held.
I stayed and replenished my stock of holy water. Whilst out I bought a crucifix on a
chain which I now wear with pride and a feeling of security.
A wonderful release of negative emotional energy.
Wednesday 23rd October
This evening I went to a meeting at the Roman Catholic Church in Christchurch. It was
held by a group of charismatics who meet every Wednesday in their local churches and
once a month together as a larger group. This was one such meeting and they had a very
special guest speaker who I was told had a reputation for being one of the best speakers
and healers in the country. I did not take any notice of her name because it did not really
mean much to me and I was not aware of what a remarkable night it was going to be. During
the evening she talked about God his love and his power. She told us of a vision she had when
she saw the alter in the church and how she saw crystal water pouring down from it. She said
that we could all stand in that water and go deeper and deeper and deeper until we where
completely submersed and then we would swim to the surface completely covered in Gods power
and love.
We then reached the stage where she invited people up to be prayed over she said there was
a woman in the church who expected to be a bride but was not and a woman whose marriage was
going through difficult times. The first thing she said was almost like a prayer she asked
God to pray over the person who, and then went on to describe pretty much all the bead things
I had experienced in my life. I thought it a coincidence and decided she was not talking me.
At this point she said “and I must add this person has been going around in circles trying to
find a way out of his problem”. This sounded very close to what I have been going through
during the last ten years of illness, but again I decided that perhaps it was just a
coincidence and I would not go up to be prayed over. For the second time she offered
additional information, as if to confirm beyond any doubt it was me she was talking about.
“ I must also add”, she said “that there has been the recent removal of a Buddha”. At this
point an old lady sitting next to me tapped my arm and said “ I feel she is talking about
you”, “ you must go up now”.
I was the first person to be prayed over by her, she held my hands and prayed, I had to
repeat the prayer a line at a time. I cannot remember exactly what I said I was so full
of emotion I found it difficult to talk. In essence I denounced false idols and opened
myself up to the Hole Spirit. She then placed a hand on my forehead and asked Jesus to
fill me with his healing fire. At which point I experienced what can best be described
as some one drilling through the back of my head with fire my whole body heated up. She
then made the sign of the cross on my forehead and said “you will be alright now”. I
returned to my home and shared the experience with everyone in the Divine Mercy Room.
Thursday 24th October
Today I awoke with a headache that lasted all day I missed the Divine Mercy and went to bed.
Friday 25th October
Today I awoke with the same headache, after the events of Wednesday I am disappointed
in so far as I felt I had been touched and was going to experience an immediate improvement
in my health. I saw a friend on line and told her about my experience. As I described
what happened I felt emotion swell up inside of me and I started crying, my headache
started to clear and my head became clearer. This evenings Divine Mercy did not go ahead
as the pal talk server went down and was off for over an hour.
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Peter UK, my brother in Christ, you no longer need to be afraid. You have experienced
the Laying On Of Hands in Deliverance now. Continue with your life of daily prayer. Go
and complete you RCIA program and when completed, receive the Sacraments of Reconciliation,
Confirmation and Holy Communion. Always try to remember that Jesus is your only real
friend, and you can receive Him each day at Holy Communion.
Please remember the Father, Almighty God, in the greatest Act of Divine Mercy,gave us
His only begotten son, Jesus. The Divine Mercy of Almighty God. It is He, who has lead
you into this room and onto this path, to FOLLOW HIM and to come to know Him in this most
intimate way. Now you must in Obedience, with the Faith of a Child,love Him with all of
your heart, all of your mind, and all of your body. You must now learn to serve Him by
serving others. For it is in serving others, that you IN DEED serve Him. Amen
Remember always, that anything that disturbs you is not of God, but of the enemy.
Whenever you feel uneasy or not at peace, turn to Jesus and say "Jesus, I Trust In You."
St.Francis your brother in Christ. Enjoy now the Unfathomable Mercy and Peace of Christ
in your life.
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